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Hello: )

Well, I am at the end of my Romanian XP that is becoming more and more, fifth life changing experience that I lived through this year.

I am in the train Bucharest-Belgrade, alone, listening to some cool relaxing music, and trying to reflect and sum up; put some order in thoughts and find conclusions about the whole intensive RO experience itself and maybe even, whole summer experience, summer of my life as I like to call almost every summer:)

I know I feel now even more passionate about lots of things in my life and that feeling is really deep and strong, like probably never before, so I am sure I will stay in that state of mind for long, long time.

I am happy and satisfied.
Eager to explore, understand myself better.
And after that understand people around me.Explore inner and world around me.

I will challenge myself in months to come.Really challenge.'Cause I' ve realized in past few months what real challenge is.
Keep calmness I feel.
Continue enjoying.
Explore everything.
Stay spontaneous. Open. Friendly. Crazy. Positive.
Just keep being me and nobody else. And try to be better me every day.
Nobody said it's going to be easy.
But that's the point.
I am back on the start, of another unforgettable, spontaneous, adventurous travel.
My life.

Mondo bongo kind of love

I don't want her to know I care. I don't want her to know I don't care...
I need it.I hate it.That passion.Love.Thrill.Excitement.Falling in love...
She told me she loves me.I wish I love her back...I wish I love anyone.I wish I care.I wish I'm not a fuckin' liar.I wish I could ignore this...I wish I'm not fallin'...

I missed that mondo bongo kind of love, if you get me...but probably you don't, if you never heard that song...

She's so beautiful...but too mysterious or if it's not that, stupid...We almost never talk.She's obscure.Unusual.Unpredictable.For every yes she says no. And opposite. I am constantly surprised.I can not predict any thing she says or does.I would never expect that.I didn't want it in this period in my life.
I told her.And she smiled and told me I have the most beautiful eyes she saw.And drive me crazy.I am confused

Last time we saw each other, we were in some Latino kind of club in Ada lake...after going to theater.
It was the most beautiful night in my life...Dancing on the beach.Flames.Water that is so calm. Cocktails, and than tequilas after them.
Calm relaxing music.
No one I know.
Just me her and music.And the quiet wind.
And the mondo bongo song...watching the sunrise.Laughing to anything.

I could go that night to Karola, Dj that was in Belgrade that night...I didn't.
I am sorry.Cause, that night...I've forgot and change.

I've forgot.About all the hurt.All the failures.More than fifty of them.Last tears, when I realized B. is not the one.After two years of strangest love.And strongest I've ever felt

I think I am falling. Maybe Maja is the one.
A very obscure love.
When Alex asked me who is my new girlfriend, I didn't know what to say.
I don't know a shit about her.Not even her birthday, cause Alex asked me which zodiac sign is she...

I know only for certain she's Maja.
And I am Velimir.
I am addicted to mondo bongo song kind of love.And night on Ada lake with Maja.
And maybe you think I hope that this filing is going to last...well I don't.
I am just me.And she is just Maja.
I am happy and complete,not planing and counting.
Enjoying the moment, like always...and finding passion and beauty in everything