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Friday, October 5, 2007

Mysterious things ...and things not so mysterious

Hello and good bye
That much time I have for this post:)

Actually everything is pretty much fast and mysterious these days.
We started with I'm an AIESECer campaign few weeks ago and my faculty started and other secret campaigns in AIESEC started and a lot of things in my personal life.
Hm, it seems I am again alive and active 500%: )

Also few conferences, and so many opportunities...like everything started with full speed.
I am probably going to NaLDS in Germany in November and before that probably to our Serbian NLDS and probably( again everything is maybe and probably like usual:)) on Croatian motivational seminar... so many stuff:)and travelings

Me- happy:)))

yup, I am also constantly being surprised with one of my best friends and his personality and parts of it I never met...so that's pretty cool, to be amazed all over again with people you care about.

I am all into observation and exploration of people around so be carefull: )
I just enjoy in discovering new positive things about people:)specially ones I care about a lot...I used have high expectations, and get disappointed after a while but now I have some new philosophy about it...just trying to find the best in everyone, 'cause nobody's perfect and everybody has smth ql to stuck on it.

And on some kind of mysterious way I am again in great relations with some of my old friends.
I told you already, things are pretty mysterious these days:)
Like I am whole my life.

Yeah, about mysterious people and things,
I broke up with Maja.
Illusion...blah blah...
I realize that she is not person I want to spend time with...and not mysterious at all...just stupid and superficial...
what can you do..people are sometimes not what you think they are.
or what you want them to be.

I realized I don't need a weaker person in relationship, follower ...or in this case personal stalker...I need someone free,equal, intelligent, deep, mysterious , crazy, funny, ambitious...someone that can go by my side , not in front, or back...someone spontaneous, independent,...someone I can discover and rediscover all the time...and that's not definitely Maja.

So Majo...I am not sorry...I am not disappointed...it's not. just not. and it will never be, like it never was.

Anyways, I am free again...and enjoy in it as much as I can.
Like usual.
I was on a date in the evening and it was so funny.
To date again:)
haha
Of course , fixed dates are always total mess, so I don't think that anything will happen' with this new girl...but who knows: )
I am letting go like usual and taking the best of life, at least trying to.
But, fuck, also like usual, people are not offering something worth of attention, so that's why I am trying to rediscover all the people around all over again...and with some of them it's working, but with some of them...oh fuck, they are just boring and stupid no matter how hard you try to make them other way at least in your mind.

That's all from me for this week.
bbbb bye

1 comment:

..... said...

hmm... sorry, na hrvatski cu pisat..
nadan se da inace ne mislis ovo sta si napisa.. odnosno.. nadan se da si samo bija ljut na nekoga. jer.. bija si u pravu, na pocetku, kad si reka da u svakome postoji nesto dobro jer u principu, svi smo mi dobre osobe. tako da, nadan se da je ovo sta si na kraju pisa bija samo neki bijes:-99

i sta se maje tice... hm hm.. malo si ovo zlocesto napisa:P

:)