2008: Harder, Better, Faster, Stronger

I am awake. It's 2008.

Last night I've spent with some of my friends and sister on a party in some big expo center whtvr building, on Armand van Helden kind of concert: )

It was ql enough, although I never liked him specially,not first time I was on his performance neither the second time , and third time is not lucky in this case...
As I remember, his first performance in Belgrade was one of my first going out on that kind of events in life. It was ql, as I remember my friends from my first high school were there, Andjela, Sandra, Laura, Yoxi and some other ppl I can't remember the names of in this moment...haha yeah ..me- always forgetting the names and time...

But one moment was really special last night!

Few days ago I was reflecting about the whole year, now behind me.
I've heard once that when you're remembering about the whole year on the end of it, if you don't cry from happiness or sadness or both- it was a stupid worthless year in your life.
Well in my case it was the "both" thing.
I was thinking,crying, trying to remember of all the beautiful things that happened to me so randomly and spontaneously in 2007...
2007 was definitely the best year in my 21 year old life!

Even though I had so many bad things happening without any good reason, even I've almost died few months ago twice, even I failed big two times, even some ppl that were close to me left, maybe forever...it's still the best year in my life!

In words that are representing the best year 2007. and my experience it's:
hospitals and purple hair, fighting, XPRO, conferences, traveling, partying, tequila- votka -rakija trinity:), letting go, Ada lake, pointless missions and actions, fountain, Nataliya, Alex, Ivan, Marko, Suzana, Vanja ...Nina, blog,facilitating, Wicker park, developing, enjoying, airports, beer fest, Bucharest, Split, Vienna, Berlin, Freestyler, Andrija, Koka iz potoka, Vip, recruitment,elections, unforgettable, new, passion, destination unknown, say it right, Neruda,deep dish, flames to dust, unexpected fun, "dodirni me", "aspirin","crni smoking aj lajk d vej ju toking", fresh,jump through the window, trains and stations, looser:), "odzuji",and then we kiss, mondo bongo, brodarac, burence, hotel slavija and many many more...
When I think about the each word and meaning that has, ...can't stop smiling!

Best year...? Why?

'Cause I've learned a lot, experienced a lot of new things, love new ppl and let go to everything without any boundaries, rediscover my true self...

I've learned how to be free
How to enjoy,
develop,
learn,
fight,
forgive,
be spontaneous,
see the best in people...
care,
make a difference,
live my passions...
value my life values,
vision I have,
all the talents I posses.
enjoy in travels all around,
appreciate all the pointless missions and small moments of joy,
laugh,
party,
celebrate my uniqueness in this world
and most of all : I've discovered or rediscovered my life's purpose,
why I am here and what will I do.

And in those reflection moments I've recognized my trip to Romania as the most valuable experience this year, crucial period or crossroad when and where I've decided about lots of things I am still livin' everyday...and as my last year motto was destination unknown, I've decided that this year, 2008. motto will be Harder, Better,Faster,Stronger- the tittle of daft punk song,one of my favorites.
Why? well that's just representing me and the road I've took and continuing, in at least next few years or maybe whole life ahead of me...

And guess which song was playing on midnight introducing me and all the people in Expo center to 2008, as the last song of 2007. and the first one of 2008....? : )

hahaha I couldn't believe!

I was amazed.So happy. Maybe it's a sign, or coincidence or whtvr...but still that moment was so special and I will remember it till I die, like many other magical moments from this already passed year behind me...

And as 2007. was called by me destination unknown 'cause of all the blind, heart made decisions I've made and all the spontaneous travels and adventures I've took...

2008. in my life is going to be all about
my dreams,
continuing with path that my heart orders me,
continuing with this wonderful year in my life,
traveling,
enjoying,
challenging,
intensiveness,
developing,
real living by my standards of living,
partying,
understanding,
looking for answers,
letting go and living my life's purpose and fighting...
just living harder better faster stronger!


I am awake. It's the best feeling on the whole world!