True love

About love. What is it? And when you found out what is love, how to explain it?
I think you can't explain love. You must feel it. Accept it, and live it.
Is that logical? No, of course is not, 'cause love isn't.: D like all the beautiful things in life, it doesn't makes any sense.

Last night I've watched one great movie, which I've already watched before, but ...it was different this time.

Meet Joe Black , is remake of an older movie, and actually in terms of age, it's quite old now(filmed in 1997)
What was different?.Situation ? yes. My current state of mind? yes.
and much more.
It's not just what I like is great film music by Thomas Newman, great acting...what I've discovered I could identify with is few sentences said so shy, if you don't watch and listen carefully to film dialogs you will not remember it, even notice probably like me in past watching.

So here are these few words that have shacked my view of the movie:

"Love is passion, obsession, someone you can't live without. If you don't start with that, what are you going to end up with? Fall head over heels. I say find someone you can love like crazy and who'll love you the same way back. And how do you find him? Forget your head and listen to your heart. I'm not hearing any heart. Run the risk, if you get hurt, you'll come back. Because, the truth is there is no sense living your life without this. To make the journey and not fall deeply in love - well, you haven't lived a life at all. You have to try. Because if you haven't tried, you haven't lived."

"Joe Black: ...But Allison loves you?
Quince: [Quince nods yes between stifled sobs]
Joe Black: How do you know?
Quince: Because she knows the worst thing about me and it's okay."

I believe it says all.
Love is also, making sacrifices, making choices,accepting, letting go, believing, hoping, dreaming, waiting...
...so many things and yet it's so pure and simple.
Quite a strange combination: ) The most profound feeling.

Currently I am asking myself and all of the people around me some questions, I already have answers for, but the thing is, the answer part scares me,'cause I'm not prepared for it. Told you, so complicated and yet harmonious and simple, like the music in this movie.

That questions are, how far will you go for love?

Are you ready to let go and leave it all for the just chance of true love,
the one that lasts forever,
the one so simple and complicated,
the one that looks so strange at first sight,
the one that looks like it's a destined for you to live it, 'cause it happened without any good and realistic reason?

You just randomly met a perfect half, a perfect soul mate that is so not perfect but still suits you in everything.

The person , you're willing to forgive anything,

the ONE that scares the shit out of you with whom you forget about everything else and are willing to leave it all.

The love that had all chances not to happened ever.

A connection that is doomed from the beginning , yet so strong and new and persistent.

The feeling you cannot cool off, no metter how realistic you want to be and try to be.


Is these words even possible to happened, like ever?
It's not about if is it possible 'cause it's already happened.
It's about what will you do about it, and are you ready for stupid, not realistic action. Actions and decisions made by gut, instinct, heart... not head
So risky and stupid, but the one that can make your life happiest and purposeful.
Are you ready for it? Am I ready? I don't know if I am for certain, I just know I'm scared like shit: D
Hm , but nothing is certain in life.

Are you ready to risk it all, to change the flow of your whole well planned and realistic life with measurable results, good chances to be perfectly ordinary, achieve achievable goals, and follow the order and flow in life, you thought is the right one and acceptable for you?


Like one quote from my blog, nothing fails, when you're free and love and being lucky enough to be loved back...

Is the love only thing we truly have in this life?
Being able to love and to be loved?

With no meter about the consequences, no meter about risks, fears. Without thinking about the sacrifices, logics...

How far should I go? Is there a limit?
Hm....