Colorful anatomy of one month that is not truly a whole month

Colors of life
Phrase #1
It all started in disguise, when I was thinkin' foolishly and maybe even more, naively, that all things in life are happening with a reason, sometimes not clear, sometimes clear as summer night skies, but always a reason-THE REASON, with a dose of mysticism around&in it.
I'm still not so sure if I was right, but lets say things are not white&black...as usual in my life to know that is to know the rules of it.Everything is in the whole color specter-every color except black & white(black&white are non-colors,white has no other colors in it, and black has them all-you can also apply that in some unusual classification to extreme opinions and behavior-on one side you have total ignorance and apathy and on the other too many confusion and hyperactivity )

I've had a lot of time for self-reflection during my manic bicycle driving and all other activities that included just me and nature ; and also, in relaxing and those not so relaxing discussions with many very different friends.
Yep, I am very happy, 'cause of those differences in them, and in their opinions, I am always finding great colorful answers to my burning questions.
Implementing those answers in your everyday life-well sometimes, that's even harder than finding them!
But, that's another thought and another post...

Going out
Phrase#2
Yeah I guess the whole plan of "chilling and not going out for
a while" is not working so well, in all, it is totally ruined.
Well, I am guilty for that, but obviously I am addicted to intensive night life and crazy random "adventures". And that's not bad:D
hmm

Friends

I have 3 new, like totally new friends!
What is totally amazing is that I've met them in just one month period of time!
So amazing to be a person that can create friendships so fast again,I mean, I am not always like that-open, talkative, positive& friendly, most of the time I am cold and hating the whole world around me or at least on some other place in thoughts..so that's very ql: )
And the other amazing thing is that in 3 days I've seen again after quite a while, my two old friends Mila&Nina(this weekend actually)
and it was amazing to talk and share and laugh and remember all the great stuff...cause we're friends for like ages-Nina was going with me to both primary school and second high school, and Mila was in my first high school!
Cheers to friendships, new ones and old ones!

The Colorful Sound

When you hear it, your heart is beating like it never bated before, you feel alive and awake, so nervous and thrilled, 'cause you're hearing it loudly, you're hearing IT! And everything stops, your soul is smiling, your eyes are crying, your heart is breaking...and you feel strange, like a young boy asking a girl first time to go on date, like the first time you said those 3 words, like the first time you cried for no reason, and haven't told anyone ever about it. But all that is inside, stronger and more intensive every time you hear it. But you react like you're ql, and don't know what to do and don't do anything not ql. Not expected.
Just because you've heard it.That sound that is bringing sometimes all the colors in your life, or all the one that makes you feel happy and complete,in my case all the ones that meters the most.
No meter how far is it.
No meter how deaf you are.
You always feel like that when you hear the voice that you love that is bringing colors in your life.
It doesn't meter how much that profound feeling hurts.
You're blessed if you can experience it.

I am tired, so , see u around, and until next post don't forget to be open and friendly, and yeah don't forget about the old people in your life, they are there for some ql reason, in some interesting color...